Stream of Consciousness

Oh my god. I am thinking. Mr.Lee is speaking. I don’t know what to write. Mr. Tessen came and I pretty like him. He is a great teacher. Since I met him at the first time, I like him. Abel is so funny. Today is Wednesday. Time is going so fast. Joon is talking. I did this thing before when I was in NMA. Everyone is typing. I am not hungry. But I want food. I don’t know why. I like food. What’s dinner today? I miss Korean food. Staying in American house is hard. I miss my family. I want to go to Korea. I read the articles about the temperature in Korea. Mr.Lee is talking about air conditioner with Celine. What’s today’s homework? Is it raining outside? I love rainy days. I love being at home when it is raining. Seri is looking at me. What do you want for me? Seri I want to go to your house today. But I feel sorry for your aunt. Able is so noisy that I cannot concentrate. Joon is talking. So noisy. Annoying. Amy forgot to bring moon cakes. So I am mad. I want them. But she kept forgetting. Chris is talking to me. Abel tried to kick my chair. He failed. Hahaha. Its raining so hard outside. Stop raining! Oh no, I hope it would keep raining so that I cannot do PE tomorrow. haha Joon is mumbling. Mr.Lee stopped his mumbling. It’s already September. And I will go to Korea on October 1^st. It is kind of interesting. I love that. I love to go to Korea. However, It is just for 10 days. Too short. I need some more break. I think I can not go to Korea this winter because I will go there 2 weeks later. When I go to Korea, I will eat a lot of food. I miss Korean food and my mom’s food so badly. I will have sushi, sashimi, meat, pork belly, kimchi and oh just everything. I just love it. Oh my god. It’s already 345 words. I need glasses. It’s in my bag. But my bag is not close to me right now. I feel so lazy that I cannot reach to my seats. Oh so hot. When is the air conditioner working? After school, what should I do? Should I follow Phyllis’s class? Or homework? What do we have for homework? Thinkwell, Chemistry test or quiz. I think I can finish thinkwell but I am not sure about chemistry. I think that’s all for my homework. So hot. I kept saying it’s so hot. My laptop is dying. It is out of battery. I want to watch super star K 3. It is so interesting and makes me nervous. I like to sing and listen to music. I think there are a lot of people who can sing very well. Even when I watch super star K 3, I feel kind of jealous since they are so good at singing. I like rap. So I like T who is my favorite singer and rapper. She is such a charming girl. What’s dinner today? I think if I follow Phyllis’s class, I have to eat dinner later maybe around 7 o’clock? 8 o’clock? Oh yeah, it’s power walking today. Charger is not working. Because there is no electricity. But Amy tried to plug in. Chris and Celine tried to prevent her from plugging in. But failed. Hahaha whatever. I am at sis right now. Acutally I kind of feel weird. Because since my freshman year, I used to go to NMA every morning. Here, almost everything is different and I feel like I am just sitting and just came to school to play. But it’s not true. Dan was upset yesterday. I will call my mom and I kind of feel weird. Because I realized that he was alcoholic and drinking a lot of beers. I thought he would never be drunk or something. However, Zered said that he was kind of mad and what’s more he was drunk yesterday. He was absolutely mad at Mike yesterday. I cannot understand him. He talked behind and when Mike came home, he said Hi Mike, How are you? It makes me surprised. And I feel so scared. I think he maybe or might talk behind me and just pretend he did nothing. I am worried. But I do not care. He is just my room owner. Whatever he talks, it comes to me as a lie. I cannot trust him. Even Phyllis. But she is better. Much better. I like here. Yesterday after Min chang dropped me off, I kind of felt scared since Phyllis was sitting without saying. But she bought pork cutlet for me. That’s what I had for my lunch. Actually there are so much fats so I don’t really like them. I think when I go to Korea, I will go to New Delhi curry house and eat my favorite food curry pork cutlet. I just wonder how their interiors are changed. I miss my house. Oh yeah. Today is exactly one month passed since I came back from Korea this summer. It was August 21^st. And today is September 21. I cried a lot. I think I really cried a lot this time. I don’t know why. But since I was in Korea for 3 months, I just adapted to life of Korea. It was so hard to say good-bye to my mom and brother. Even that day was my father’s test day so I missed him a lot. But I m going 2 weeks later! I am charging my laptop. I don’t want my laptop to be unplugged. However, since I use laptop at school, I have to care about it. I don’t know how to write more. Abel is talking. He kicked my seat again. Amy is done with her 2400 writing. That is amazing. I am still in 1000 words. Oh yeah. Finally I am over 1,000 words. Hahaha. I think amy is typing so fast. I envy her hahah. But I bet if I type in Korean, I am pretty sure that I can beat almost everyone. I love dealing with computers. That makes me proud of myself. Is Seri having a volleyball practice today? If she is not, I wish I would go to Seri’s house or she would come to my house so we can study together. So tired. I am sick of typing. Hahah. I think today’s dinner is KFC or something bought from outside. I don’t know. Dan is kind of good at cooking. But he talks too much. Talkative. And he is narrow-minded. He remembers everything. It is so scary. After our conversation yesterday, Dan greeted me well this morning. What he said was he would give me extra money if I need. It is kind of funny. When I say something which is on his side, He loves it and accepts it. He is kind of baby. I think even I am funny since I am typing about him. But the most impressive person these days is DAN. Mr. DAN. But I think a lot after my conversation. I just like my father. I have no idea why I say about it. But I just love my dad. He is enjoying his sports a lot. I like him being busy. He needs not only some rest but also he needs sports or activities. Kind of social things. But I love my dad the most. Even my mother. I think my mother is so pretty. It’s just not because she is my mother. Just personally, she is pretty. I miss my brother too. I want to find a cute hoodie for him but no idea. I don’t know what he decided to do. Nevermind. I am really tired of typing. Rafi is just finished. HAHAHA. I have no idea when I am going to finish this. I miss so yeong. When I stayed with her, I kind of feel annoying. But I understand. That means we are that close. I think she is my real best friend. I am not sure about Yu Kyung. Hahahah. I don’t know why I am thinking of it. It is already 2 35. It is so hot inside here. I feel so bad for air conditioner. I miss my friends. I don’t know what to write about. So hot. So hot. I think Crystal is pretty. I cannot believe that she is my own age. I love writing but typing is kind of pissing me off. Hahaha. Sorry, typing. Hahaha. I am writing almost up to 2 pages. Haha. Feel so proud of myself even though I wrote down useless stuff. No it is not useless. It is just stream of consciousness as I learned today. Hot summer. I think I am ugly and nobody wants to love me just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty don’t lie to my face telling me I m pretty. This is 2NE1’s song. I love 2NE1. Especially Park Bom. She has so pretty voice. Attractive. Also her personality is good. I don’t know her in personal but I am pretty sure that she is kind and funny since I watched the real TV show. Joon is laughing so hard. I don’t know why. Because 1565. Joon is walking around. Abel I don’t know what to write about/ He is funny looking. Hahahahaha. Sorry. Min chang took out his hoodie. He is masculine. My type. He just said everything. Hahaha. So funny. Seri Seri oh seri. I am singing. I love singing. I love eating. I love sleeping. I love hola hooping. I am not hungry. I just want to brush my teeth. Does it sound awkward? I cannot stop writing. I just kept writing. Oh my god. What should I do? I think it’s not raining anymore. Abel kicked my seat again. So hot. Oh my god. Only one minute left. I think some who finished their writing is great. I think I am just slow. I should boost my speed of typing. Hot summer hot hot summer. Hot summer hot hot so hot. Wonder girls. I wish Wonder girls would come back and release new songs. I like f(x). They are good at singing. HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA AHA OH MY GOD. Who can finish this in 20 minutes? That doesn’t make sense. Joon is laughing so hard again. I don’t know why. It is time to go. But I did not finish it. What should I do? Do I have to go home and keep writing about this? It looks or sounds like silly or stupid. No offense. I wish I had I-phone or I-pod. I want smart phones. But I did a wrong choice this January. I bought new phone this January. I don’t know why I said I need phone on Saipan. That is why I bought new phone this January. But I do not use it! so piss me off! Emily and Celine are leaving. Oh I wish I would leave. Everyone is leaving. Bye. I gotta go home. Finally I came home. I arrived at home! Yeah, it is my home. Right after I came inside my room, what I did first is not taking off my clothes. It is opening my laptop and turning it on. And then, I kept writing. I will change my clothes and drink water and wash my hands just right after I type everything. So please give me the power to finish my writing. Hahaha. It keeps raining. When I get into a car, I feel kind of annoying since the air conditioner is broken. At school, air conditioner was not working and inside the car, the air conditioner is not working. That is weird. I want my driver to fix the air conditioner. However, Dan said no. It is so stupid. I think he doesn’t want him to fix it since it costs a lot and he does not want to pay for it. He never drives and gets into that car. If he picks me up or drop me off with that car, He will definitely fix the car as soon as possible he could. That sounds so mean. But it is true. I cannot imagine that I have to get into a car which is without air conditioner. It sucks. Absolutely. Here, on Saipan, the air conditioner is the most important requirement. It is just the same as when I can only turn the air conditioner on for an hour when I stayed with Villegas house. At least they had air conditioner inside their car. Whatever. If I keep saying it and thinking about it, It is just pissing me off. I like Mrs. Jang. She is kind and nice. And since I am interested in learning Chinese, I just like that class. I feel like that I am gaining weight. Some part. Yeah of course I am gaining weight. Because I am staying with American Family and what I eat everyday are high calories. So hot. But getting better since I turned my air conditioner on in my room. After I finish my writing, I will change my clothes and drink water. And then I will wash my hands and call my mom. I need to talk to her something about yesterday and today. Everything seems okay to me. I am just not sure whether I am going to go to academy or not. HAHAHA. I know that I need my SAT scores and need to study for high scores. I will. But it is hard. Oh my god. It is almost going up to 2400 words which are my goals. Right now, I wrote 2308 words. When I did this kind of writing at NMA, I just did it for 20 minutes so teacher could see how long I wrote 20 minutes. Dan was on the phone when I came home. It is kind of interesting when he is on the phone. Because he is always gossiping about something. Oh yeah. I can see my finish line. So happy. As all things I wrote considered, I wrote about that I miss people and food. Hahahal It is kind of funny. Oh yeah. About Dan as well. And this is my last sentence ! haha Bye :)