Stream of Consciousness II

Again. Wow again. My teacher said that I am writing third words. HAHA. Oh my god. Joon is so fast at writing. Evert is sitting there. He just came to school today because there are no classes at NMA today. If I were at NMA, I might be at home and do hula-hoop. Rafi just came next to me and said hey to me. My teacher asked me to erase his name. HAHA. So funny. Evert seems like that he wants to do something. Everyone is working something so they do not care about him. It could be random. But it is my style of writing. Min chang is drinking water and hitting Evert. HAHA. So funny. I am really full right now because we had bake sale today. I bought a lot of food today. I had Curry and rice. But I miss my mom’s curry. Her curry is better and the best ever. I love her food and her. Later I bought ice tea for Seri. She bought barbeque stick and dumpling. After that, I saw Yuri. She bought exactly the same thing as Seri did. It was so funny. I laughed so hard. Since they are sisters I mean cousins, they bought the same things. Maybe. Yuri is so cute. When I was young, I used to wish I had a younger brother or a younger sister. But right now, I am just happy that I have my older brother who is really nice and kind to me. Since we are very close, I just love him and we are just perfect match. Evert just left. I used to see him at NMA before but not these days. When he first came to NMC, I saw him that he was eating his lunch outside alone. I wanted to chat with him and eat lunch with him but I was already done with my lunch. Right now, I do not care about him since I knew that he made a lot of friends there. It is good for him. I kind of like Saipan International School. It is just really like real School. NMA was kind of different from what I expected to be. Since I had a great time at school in Korea, I expected NMA to be really nice and just as big as School in Korea. But it wasn’t. It is just a house. REALLY. I was disappointed with that. But it is okay and I kind of understand. Even though it costs almost same as Saipan International School, the facilities are totally different. Joon just moved to another seat. I do not know why. Maybe he wanted to sit behind Christine. HAHAHA. I am going to go to Christine’s restaurant today. The café Judy’s is grand opening. But it is self-paying. So it is hard to say that I am invited from her. HAHAHA. But I am excited. Every girls in juniors are planning to go there. I have no idea about their menu but I hope it would be great. Joon just showed off how many words he wrote. I do not care. Definitely. Literally. My teacher is speaking some funny words to Joon. I like my teacher. He looks serious all the time but sometimes makes jokes which seem not a joke. I am so full now. After my curry and rice, I just had a donut which includes high calories. HAHA. Whatever. I am just worried about gaining weight. It would be okay. REALLY? After school I am planning to go to Seri’s house. Since the dinner appointment is held at 7 o’clock, I need to do something before 7. What a crap. Today is Friday. I remembered that I was kind of annoying about Monday which was just few days ago. But it’s already Friday today. Time goes so fast. I feel that every time. Next week it is my time to go back to Korea so I can get my visa. I made an appointment with U.S. embassy. I am kind of nervous about my interview. I mean not the questions. I am just totally fine with my interview to chat and have fun there. However I am just worried that I am a tourist now and went to school for one month. I know it is no illegal but just worried. I do not know why. HAHAHA. Whatever. I can make through it. I just got perfect score for my essay. I think my teacher gave that grade to almost everyone. He is nice. I will just try to do well on my essay since I like to write. I also like to sing. After dinner, I wish I could go to Karaoke. Yeah Maybe I will spend much money today. HAHA. Min chang and Jin han are arguing about the number of words Jin han wrote. It is so funny. Jin han just saw my screen and was surprised at the number of words I wrote. But it is just 831 words. But it is better than the day before yesterday. Soo ho is laughing. Yesterday was Soo Ho’s birthday. Yeah. No one cares. But I care. Hahahaha. We were from NMA. My classmates. He is laughing again. I gave him present this morning in class. I gave him an answer for one question. He is kind. HAHAHA. Emily is so fast at writing. I do not know what kind of stuff she is writing about but I am just sure that she would be the first one to finish it. Seri is sitting in front of me. And the air conditioner is working. I think I need to go to NMA today to pick up my stuff that my brother asked me to. But I just hope that my old teacher not to say that he is not ready. Chris is looking at someone. He is looking at air conditioner. Maybe He is writing about the air conditioner. HAHAHA. I can just guess what a person is writing about just by looking his’ eyes. I wish Soo Ho would have a birthday party. Last time when we had a birthday party, it was Min chang’s. It was my first time to see them since I came back from Korea. But now I am just taking classes with them. What a weird situation. Chris is talking to Jin han. Se youl is laughing too. He made his hair curled and it is so funny. I am sorry but no offense. It is true. I could not stop laughing when I saw his new hair style. Maybe It was just the same situation as Justin did. Emily is trying to look at something. She is writing about classmates or some stuff which is inside the classroom. Chris is look at Jin han. He is maybe writihgk nsldk jflksjlfjsd ;kjflksjld OH MY GOD. That is just intentionally type errors. Since Chris was watching at me and typing so fast, I just wanted him to see how fast I am writing. HAHAHA. Oh I can feel that I ate donuts today. It was chocolate donuts. I usually do not like donuts. I hate them. But today It just looked perfect. Chocolate was melting and perfectly matching with donuts. There were almost Korean ladies on baking sale. They were selling food and I bet they made or bought them since pizza that they ordered is from the restaurant which is owned by Koreans. Dan usually order pizza from there. Honestly, I just hate their pizza. It is not yummy. So yuck. Looks like that they are using fake cheese. I feel sorry for them but it is true. It is not only me who can feel that but also Dong Hyun does. I will just say that Dong Hyun is Mike. He is Mike. Anyway He is just having a hard time with school problems. I do not feel bad for him. Since he was so mean to me. Oh my god. Chris just said that I am mean. I was not mean to him but mean to Jin han. Because Chris told a lie. He said that Jin han is hot and handsome. I totally rejected it. I know I am kind of mean but It is absolutely true. Oh yeah I just remembered that I had sushi as well today. I just wondered what food would be my dinner today. Dan and Phyllis knew that I am going to eat out for dinner. Should they make and eat pasta or spaghetti? I just hate spaghetti. I do not know why. I can just try and grab a bite of cream pasta. BUT NEVER TOMATO SPAGHETTI. I am just totally pure Korean since I love Korean food and not the greasy things such as pizza and spaghetti. Phyllis just loves spaghetti. In fact, I was so surprised that Phyllis loves to eat tomato barley. I think it is just gross. I feel sorry and bad for her BUT IT DOES LOOK LIKE GROSS. She put all the vegetables such as carrots, parsley, onions and garlic, barley and tomatoes. And she cooks it for few hours. Maybe all day. So when she cooks it, inside our house, the smell of tomatoes and tomato sauce are just horrible. I have to smell the tomato sauces all day. Joon just finished his writing and oh yeah. Just long time ago. That is what he insisted. He is doing stretching. I know. He has to do stretching since he wrote so fast. Min chang said that he is so funny. I do not agree. I do not think so. He is just funny looking guy. Soo ho who was birthday party guy yesterday wore nice green shirt which was birthday present from his mother. OH he said no. maybe from his father. Joon is interrupting us. He is just bothering us. JOON SHUT UP.I KNOW. WHY JOON HAS DETENTION. HAHAHA. JUST SHUT UP. BE QUEIT. PLEASE BE QUEIT. JOON COULD YOU PLEASE SHUT YOUR MOUSE UP? My father took me into the city to see a marching band. It is just the part of song named the black paradise. My friend recommended me listen this song. Emily is talking. She is hot. I think. AHAHAHAHA whatever. Facebook is just changed. I do not know why but it looks kind of messy though. I just like the way before it did.  I did not do facebook before but I just started it. Abby is looking at me and laughing because I said some funny words. Oh yeah. Let’s go back to the story about facebook. I do not want to make an ID for facebook. However since I went to academy in Korea and everyone there has facebook ID. Since they are studying at whole different countries and cities, I need to make facebook ID to keep contact with them. Oh my god. It is time to go home. Oh yeah. May be at Seri’s house. Serious black. Oh I want to watch Harry Potter. I have to call my driver. When is the party? My teacher just said that I am going to get high scores for AP essay. HAHAHA. So happy. He likes my writing. Maybe the style or neat hand writing. Bye I gotta go. Hi again. I just came back from dinner at Christine’s house. I thought I just did many things after school. After school, I stopped by NMA to pick up something. As I mentioned above, Mr.Kodep did not make an appointment. He just broke it again. I do not expect him to be ready for the deadline. He is always late and lazy. Late work. I am just tired of his laziness and postponement. But I am just getting out of NMA so I DO NOT CARE. When I arrived at home, I said to Dan Hi. He said How are you Ashley? And I was like Very GOOD! He went like What a pretty girl. HAHAHA. I was just good. When I entered to my room, It was just clean and it keeps clean now since the maid cleaned up my room today. Actually my room is not that messy but I just like this feeling. Also I just noticed that little horse toy which was on my bed. It was green and I have no idea what it is. It looks like a horse and kind of.. Yeah It is horse. But a girl horse because it has flower patterns on her body and two big nostrils. I just grabbed it and it smelled like something new. I just brought it to Dan and asked him what it is. He just laughed and said that he just bought it since he thought I would like it. He was with Richard at that time and Richard said Dan Are you crazy? Dan laughed and I laughed. I have no idea why he bought this for me and what made him think that I might like it. HAHA.. It is kind of weird. But I just like the fact that he thought of me at that time and bought that for me. No doubt that, he just brought it from anywhere else like somebody gave it to him or not. Whatever. I do not care. I just like it except the smell of it. I just laughed and said thank you to him. I just took m&m chocolate cookies since Seri really wanted them from this morning. The driver took me to her house and I gave it to her. There were her aunt, uncle and Yuri and her younger brother. Her younger brother really like me. He said I am really pretty. HAHAHA. Whatever. Even though he is just a little boy, I thanked to me and I thought that he know how to look for girls. HAHAHA. Joking. Yeah I am just kidding. He kept saying something to me about robots and the animation. I just do not know well about robots and how to treat a little one. Since I do not have any younger brothers or sisters, I am not familiar with them. But I just like Yuri. She is so nice and cute. I think maybe my thinking would be changed if I have a real one. Since I stay with her, she might bother me and I would get tired of her. Maybe. I am not sure. Seri just showed me her neighbors’ kitties. I hate no I am just afraid of cats and kitties. Amy is supposed to pick her kitty up but I decided to go to Christine’s house to study and do homework. She just wants us to teach her math. So we called her and went to school to pick up some stuff for Christine. Christine was in the car. She can drive! But I heard that she had a car accident last semester with Abby and Emily. HAHA Whatever. So I just felt kind of worried but it was not that far to drive from school to her café. Her mother and father own that restaurant and Judy’s which is the name of their restaurant is grand opening today. I said hi to her parents and aunt. I went upstairs where she stays. It was just nice. What a nice house! Since they owned the furniture store, the interior and the furniture are so pretty. It is so opened that I could feel the air and free. Since I stayed with American Family, the way of living is kind of different from Korean’s. I just felt that I came to house in Korea. Oh yeah. Usually apartment. We did thinkwell and we helped Christine. But she was just good at math. After that, we watched Korean movie named Sunny. I watched it for three times. HAHA. Whatever. It is just great movie so that almost everyone likes it and watches more than one time. When we were watching, our friends came so we stopped it. It was time to eat. Since it was self-paying, I ordered Hamburger steak. It was so good. I was not that hungry since we had ice-shaving when we went to Judy’s. Amy ordered Donkatsu which is pork cutlet. It is my favorite but I did not order it since I had that few days ago. There food were good. But the thing is that they just opened so it was not organized well. Everything such as the order of serving food and menu. But I understand it since it just opened today. When I was eating, I saw Yuri and her friends. Maybe they just came to have dinner. HAHA. I was really full so that I could not have desserts. Afterward, Seri’s aunt dropped me off. When I entered to my room, I smelled my pony again. HAHA. SO BAD. I just turned the air conditioner on and ventilated a room by opening the door. After I sprayed my room. I really feel like going to Karaoke today but I didn’t. It is time to studyyy. HAHA. And I am doing my homework which is writing this now. I just talked to my mom and since she was outside, she sounded like that she is hard to speak out. So I just hung up. Wow. I wrote up till 2885 words. HAHA so proud of myself. So in my room, the hippo doll which my host mom bought for me and the pony toy which my host dad bought for me are looking at me. So weird. Tomorrow is Saturday. Soo ho is planning to have his birthday party tomorrow. I need to wake up early in the morning so that I could join the class with Phyllis and go to morning market tomorrow. I just hoped that I could wake up in the morning and get ready. I will try. I have to. I need to change my polo shirt size and color for my mom and dad. Wow 2999 words. HAHA FINALLY.. BYE!!!!!!

Stream of Consciousness

Oh my god. I am thinking. Mr.Lee is speaking. I don’t know what to write. Mr. Tessen came and I pretty like him. He is a great teacher. Since I met him at the first time, I like him. Abel is so funny. Today is Wednesday. Time is going so fast. Joon is talking. I did this thing before when I was in NMA. Everyone is typing. I am not hungry. But I want food. I don’t know why. I like food. What’s dinner today? I miss Korean food. Staying in American house is hard. I miss my family. I want to go to Korea. I read the articles about the temperature in Korea. Mr.Lee is talking about air conditioner with Celine. What’s today’s homework? Is it raining outside? I love rainy days. I love being at home when it is raining. Seri is looking at me. What do you want for me? Seri I want to go to your house today. But I feel sorry for your aunt. Able is so noisy that I cannot concentrate. Joon is talking. So noisy. Annoying. Amy forgot to bring moon cakes. So I am mad. I want them. But she kept forgetting. Chris is talking to me. Abel tried to kick my chair. He failed. Hahaha. Its raining so hard outside. Stop raining! Oh no, I hope it would keep raining so that I cannot do PE tomorrow. haha Joon is mumbling. Mr.Lee stopped his mumbling. It’s already September. And I will go to Korea on October 1^st. It is kind of interesting. I love that. I love to go to Korea. However, It is just for 10 days. Too short. I need some more break. I think I can not go to Korea this winter because I will go there 2 weeks later. When I go to Korea, I will eat a lot of food. I miss Korean food and my mom’s food so badly. I will have sushi, sashimi, meat, pork belly, kimchi and oh just everything. I just love it. Oh my god. It’s already 345 words. I need glasses. It’s in my bag. But my bag is not close to me right now. I feel so lazy that I cannot reach to my seats. Oh so hot. When is the air conditioner working? After school, what should I do? Should I follow Phyllis’s class? Or homework? What do we have for homework? Thinkwell, Chemistry test or quiz. I think I can finish thinkwell but I am not sure about chemistry. I think that’s all for my homework. So hot. I kept saying it’s so hot. My laptop is dying. It is out of battery. I want to watch super star K 3. It is so interesting and makes me nervous. I like to sing and listen to music. I think there are a lot of people who can sing very well. Even when I watch super star K 3, I feel kind of jealous since they are so good at singing. I like rap. So I like T who is my favorite singer and rapper. She is such a charming girl. What’s dinner today? I think if I follow Phyllis’s class, I have to eat dinner later maybe around 7 o’clock? 8 o’clock? Oh yeah, it’s power walking today. Charger is not working. Because there is no electricity. But Amy tried to plug in. Chris and Celine tried to prevent her from plugging in. But failed. Hahaha whatever. I am at sis right now. Acutally I kind of feel weird. Because since my freshman year, I used to go to NMA every morning. Here, almost everything is different and I feel like I am just sitting and just came to school to play. But it’s not true. Dan was upset yesterday. I will call my mom and I kind of feel weird. Because I realized that he was alcoholic and drinking a lot of beers. I thought he would never be drunk or something. However, Zered said that he was kind of mad and what’s more he was drunk yesterday. He was absolutely mad at Mike yesterday. I cannot understand him. He talked behind and when Mike came home, he said Hi Mike, How are you? It makes me surprised. And I feel so scared. I think he maybe or might talk behind me and just pretend he did nothing. I am worried. But I do not care. He is just my room owner. Whatever he talks, it comes to me as a lie. I cannot trust him. Even Phyllis. But she is better. Much better. I like here. Yesterday after Min chang dropped me off, I kind of felt scared since Phyllis was sitting without saying. But she bought pork cutlet for me. That’s what I had for my lunch. Actually there are so much fats so I don’t really like them. I think when I go to Korea, I will go to New Delhi curry house and eat my favorite food curry pork cutlet. I just wonder how their interiors are changed. I miss my house. Oh yeah. Today is exactly one month passed since I came back from Korea this summer. It was August 21^st. And today is September 21. I cried a lot. I think I really cried a lot this time. I don’t know why. But since I was in Korea for 3 months, I just adapted to life of Korea. It was so hard to say good-bye to my mom and brother. Even that day was my father’s test day so I missed him a lot. But I m going 2 weeks later! I am charging my laptop. I don’t want my laptop to be unplugged. However, since I use laptop at school, I have to care about it. I don’t know how to write more. Abel is talking. He kicked my seat again. Amy is done with her 2400 writing. That is amazing. I am still in 1000 words. Oh yeah. Finally I am over 1,000 words. Hahaha. I think amy is typing so fast. I envy her hahah. But I bet if I type in Korean, I am pretty sure that I can beat almost everyone. I love dealing with computers. That makes me proud of myself. Is Seri having a volleyball practice today? If she is not, I wish I would go to Seri’s house or she would come to my house so we can study together. So tired. I am sick of typing. Hahah. I think today’s dinner is KFC or something bought from outside. I don’t know. Dan is kind of good at cooking. But he talks too much. Talkative. And he is narrow-minded. He remembers everything. It is so scary. After our conversation yesterday, Dan greeted me well this morning. What he said was he would give me extra money if I need. It is kind of funny. When I say something which is on his side, He loves it and accepts it. He is kind of baby. I think even I am funny since I am typing about him. But the most impressive person these days is DAN. Mr. DAN. But I think a lot after my conversation. I just like my father. I have no idea why I say about it. But I just love my dad. He is enjoying his sports a lot. I like him being busy. He needs not only some rest but also he needs sports or activities. Kind of social things. But I love my dad the most. Even my mother. I think my mother is so pretty. It’s just not because she is my mother. Just personally, she is pretty. I miss my brother too. I want to find a cute hoodie for him but no idea. I don’t know what he decided to do. Nevermind. I am really tired of typing. Rafi is just finished. HAHAHA. I have no idea when I am going to finish this. I miss so yeong. When I stayed with her, I kind of feel annoying. But I understand. That means we are that close. I think she is my real best friend. I am not sure about Yu Kyung. Hahahah. I don’t know why I am thinking of it. It is already 2 35. It is so hot inside here. I feel so bad for air conditioner. I miss my friends. I don’t know what to write about. So hot. So hot. I think Crystal is pretty. I cannot believe that she is my own age. I love writing but typing is kind of pissing me off. Hahaha. Sorry, typing. Hahaha. I am writing almost up to 2 pages. Haha. Feel so proud of myself even though I wrote down useless stuff. No it is not useless. It is just stream of consciousness as I learned today. Hot summer. I think I am ugly and nobody wants to love me just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty don’t lie to my face telling me I m pretty. This is 2NE1’s song. I love 2NE1. Especially Park Bom. She has so pretty voice. Attractive. Also her personality is good. I don’t know her in personal but I am pretty sure that she is kind and funny since I watched the real TV show. Joon is laughing so hard. I don’t know why. Because 1565. Joon is walking around. Abel I don’t know what to write about/ He is funny looking. Hahahahaha. Sorry. Min chang took out his hoodie. He is masculine. My type. He just said everything. Hahaha. So funny. Seri Seri oh seri. I am singing. I love singing. I love eating. I love sleeping. I love hola hooping. I am not hungry. I just want to brush my teeth. Does it sound awkward? I cannot stop writing. I just kept writing. Oh my god. What should I do? I think it’s not raining anymore. Abel kicked my seat again. So hot. Oh my god. Only one minute left. I think some who finished their writing is great. I think I am just slow. I should boost my speed of typing. Hot summer hot hot summer. Hot summer hot hot so hot. Wonder girls. I wish Wonder girls would come back and release new songs. I like f(x). They are good at singing. HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA AHA OH MY GOD. Who can finish this in 20 minutes? That doesn’t make sense. Joon is laughing so hard again. I don’t know why. It is time to go. But I did not finish it. What should I do? Do I have to go home and keep writing about this? It looks or sounds like silly or stupid. No offense. I wish I had I-phone or I-pod. I want smart phones. But I did a wrong choice this January. I bought new phone this January. I don’t know why I said I need phone on Saipan. That is why I bought new phone this January. But I do not use it! so piss me off! Emily and Celine are leaving. Oh I wish I would leave. Everyone is leaving. Bye. I gotta go home. Finally I came home. I arrived at home! Yeah, it is my home. Right after I came inside my room, what I did first is not taking off my clothes. It is opening my laptop and turning it on. And then, I kept writing. I will change my clothes and drink water and wash my hands just right after I type everything. So please give me the power to finish my writing. Hahaha. It keeps raining. When I get into a car, I feel kind of annoying since the air conditioner is broken. At school, air conditioner was not working and inside the car, the air conditioner is not working. That is weird. I want my driver to fix the air conditioner. However, Dan said no. It is so stupid. I think he doesn’t want him to fix it since it costs a lot and he does not want to pay for it. He never drives and gets into that car. If he picks me up or drop me off with that car, He will definitely fix the car as soon as possible he could. That sounds so mean. But it is true. I cannot imagine that I have to get into a car which is without air conditioner. It sucks. Absolutely. Here, on Saipan, the air conditioner is the most important requirement. It is just the same as when I can only turn the air conditioner on for an hour when I stayed with Villegas house. At least they had air conditioner inside their car. Whatever. If I keep saying it and thinking about it, It is just pissing me off. I like Mrs. Jang. She is kind and nice. And since I am interested in learning Chinese, I just like that class. I feel like that I am gaining weight. Some part. Yeah of course I am gaining weight. Because I am staying with American Family and what I eat everyday are high calories. So hot. But getting better since I turned my air conditioner on in my room. After I finish my writing, I will change my clothes and drink water. And then I will wash my hands and call my mom. I need to talk to her something about yesterday and today. Everything seems okay to me. I am just not sure whether I am going to go to academy or not. HAHAHA. I know that I need my SAT scores and need to study for high scores. I will. But it is hard. Oh my god. It is almost going up to 2400 words which are my goals. Right now, I wrote 2308 words. When I did this kind of writing at NMA, I just did it for 20 minutes so teacher could see how long I wrote 20 minutes. Dan was on the phone when I came home. It is kind of interesting when he is on the phone. Because he is always gossiping about something. Oh yeah. I can see my finish line. So happy. As all things I wrote considered, I wrote about that I miss people and food. Hahahal It is kind of funny. Oh yeah. About Dan as well. And this is my last sentence ! haha Bye :)

The most influential person in my life

If I could pick someone who are influential to me in my life, it would Rain who is an internationally known singer now. His real name is Jeong Ji-Hoon. Even though he is a singer, he gave me a strong impression since I was young. When I was a little kid, I like to listen to music and sing a song. Since my brother loves to sing and is three years older than me, he knows lots of songs and makes me interested in music.

In 2004, I still remember the moment when Rain won the first prize on the annual grand prize awarded to the best singer with songs. I was in 4^th grade at that time and just like him as a singer. When he received that prize, he cried and said few words about it. When he mentioned his mother, I was watching that award ceremony with my family. He kept crying and said that he promised to his mother who passed away three years ago that he would be the best Korean singer. He fulfilled his promise and devoted his prize to his mother. While my family was watching, my mother kept crying as well. She got such a great impression on him and felt bad about it.

After the award ceremony, the public started to focus on Rain. They are more interested in him and identified his background and the steps that he experienced to become a singer. When I realized his background, I felt bad for him. Since Rain was young, he was really talented in dance and music but not in study. When he was turning 18, he not only went to An-Yang art high school but also his mother passed away because of diabetes since they don’t have money and suffered from poverty. Even though he experienced frustrations when he failed more than 12 auditions to be a singer, he never gave up and overcame it. Finally he became a trainee at JYP entertainment whose owner is Jin-Young Park.

Through his background, I could learn persistence and that if someone really wants something and tries to make it happen, it comes true. Jin-Young Park brought another life to him and bolstered up him continually with sweet and bitter advices. Eventually, he made his debut in 2002 as a solo singer. According to one of the interviews, Jin-Young Park said that Rain has persistence to his goal, never gives up, and always makes an attempt to be the best. As a result, he received the grand prize and gained all the fame and honors. Not only in Korea but also throughout Asia, he held the showcase and Asia tour concerts which were sold out in 30 seconds. Moreover, he made his debut as an actor who starred in many dramas. He starred in Hollywood movies and became world famous. As he gained fame and honors all over the world, Rain ranks on the 2011 TIME 100 polls of the most influential people in the world. It is the first time that Koreans rank there.

Based 0n everything he accomplished, when I read the article of it, I considered him as a tenacious person who keeps making an attempt to climb the ladder of success. He is never satisfied with where he is and making a progress to a next step. Even my mother mentioned him all the time when I complain with something. For I was young at that time, I got such a strong impression on him and he made me more persistent and tenacious to my goals. As well follow the example of him, I will keep trying to achieve my goals and would like to become an internationally-effective and known person.

Three types of people I love most

There is a wide array of types of people all over the world. I am one of those and people have their own characteristics. Their personalities are not the same since their ways of thinking and background are different. It is kind of interesting that even though there are different types of people in the world, people meet, date, and live together until they die. If a man and a woman fall in love, they get married since they love each other. The standard of loving something or someone is not the same to an individual. The three types of people I love most are someone who is sincere, someone who has desires or ambition to success and someone who knows who I am.

The first type of people I love most is someone who has sincerity. I need and want someone who can be trusted and believed by me. Since I hate people who are lying and not telling the truth, sincerity is such a pivotal factor to make a relationship. My mother and father often said that the most significant key to get to know someone is trust each other. And they want me to be a person who can be trusted by people around me and treat me truly. In my opinion, honest people are loved and esteemed by almost everyone since the rudimentary requirement for understanding and relationship is sincerity.

The second type of people I love most is someone who has desires or ambition to success. For me, this goes to especially men. People should have their own goals to achieve so that they can make an attempt to climb the ladder of success. I do not like people who are incapable of thinking about tomorrow. People look different depending on their pursuit of their own desires. For instance, through my own experience, the grades of students are all based on what their goals are. People who are seeking for their futures are always hard working and truthful. As the saying goes, Birds of a feather flock together which indicates that people with similar interests will stick together. I love someone who has ambitions so I could share and talk about our future brightly. We can help out and count on each other.

The third type of people I love most is someone who knows who I am. It is crystal clear that people who know me know me. However, I need and want someone who really knows who I am. I am social and lively but in other ways, I don’t really show what’s on my mind. When I trust someone and spend some more time, I begin to show and tell what’s my real opinion and inside. So I just want them to know my true values. It is a matter of course that a person likes someone who is interested in him or her. As my family and my friends love and care about me, I also love them and care about them. It is kind of reciprocal action since they take care of each other and thinks of them each other wherever they go to good place or whenever they eat something delicious. When I go to ocean on Saipan, I wish I would be here with my family and friends. This just indicates that I am thinking much of them and valuable.

Someone who is sincere, has desires to success and knows who I am is what I love most among people. Since I have some of them who are just the same as I mentioned, it makes me happy and satisfied. 

My ideal spouse

My ideal spouse is a man who takes care of me all the time and loves me forever. Since I easily become friendly and close to boys, I am not interested in making a boyfriend and going out date. I just like boys’ collaboration unlike girls who gossip and talk scandal. I just like my ideal spouse to be my best friend. I don’t mean that I consider him as totally a boy friend, but someone who has the same interests as I do so we could enjoy together.

I don’t want my ideal spouse to be perfect and very handsome. He should have charisma and be masculine. I prefer a man who is dignified and not flippant. I like someone who is attractive and manly but sometimes cute. Because he has to be taller than me, I want him to be at least 180cm. Also he shouldn’t be too skinny and fatty. My spouse has to be good at sports which imply teamwork, cooperation and health and to be strong enough to carry heavy things since I am lack of power of using hands.

The most important thing is that he needs to esteem the elders and show respect to my parents. In my opinion, personality is such a pivotal factor when someone looks for a spouse. He has to be well-mannered and observe the decorum. My parents, especially my mother, consider courtesy as a rudimentary notion. Also before I get married with my boyfriend, I would look at his parents and his family background. I learned from my psychology teacher that it is the first thing to look. When you see how his father treats his mother and their family, you can assume how your house would run. With such a nice manner, I want him to be a person who has a sense of humor and makes some jokes. Therefore, when I feel sad or mad, he just relieves my feeling better.

It is often said that your spouse is at your work place. I kind of believe that since I would spend most of time there and work together. So I think my job would be similar as my husband’s job. Like almost girls do, I wish he would be well off and could afford the living expenses. There should be enough money for us considering education of our children, filial duty, and leisure time. Since I would like to work even after my marriage, I want my husbands’ job to be stable.

Moreover, he should have such a great voice since I like someone who can sing well. I don’t require such a professional singing and techniques such as vibration. Voice of my husband should be manly and sweet. Also I wish he would be organized and clean so he could not be lazy and sluggish.

Since this is just thinking about my ideal spouse, it seems too hard to find one who is just same as what I mentioned above. However, I will just keep the faith and try hard to accomplish my goals. After then, I believe my ideal spouse is waiting for me right there.

What is beauty?

Do you think that a flower in your garden is beautiful? Do you think that a bird flying in the blue sky is beautiful? Some might say yes, whereas some might say no. The standard of beauty is determined by an individual. Based on that concept, beauty is everything that is existed around us. There are some ways to feel or see beauty. We can be attracted by something in physical or emotional ways. Some people tend to believe that person who is good-looking, pretty and handsome is considered as a beautiful one. On the other hand, someone who is interested in nature can say that the bright sunshine is beautiful. As observed here, the beauty depends on different points of views from people. The standpoint of the former is appearance and the latter focuses on nature which attracts him.

Moreover, it is easily found in our daily lives that the standard of beauty is different between men and women. For example, when I was in 8th grade at school, there was a survey of which women is prettier. All the boy and girls in my classroom participated in the survey and the results were similar as I expected. It is lucid that both women are pretty, however, according to a survey, the choices of boys and girls were contrary to each other. As seen here, the standards of beauty is different one another.

When the word, beauty, comes up, I think about a lot of things. Basically, I see beauty if I watch the pictures of famous singers or celebrities. Both men and women look so beautiful and they sufficiently attract people. To be specific, I think a woman is beautiful if she has long curly hair with dark brown color, well balanced, small size of face, and good body shape. Not only from appearance but also I feel beauty from some places such as night views of Hong Kong, natural environment, and oceans. Buildings or structures with compelling designs lead us to feel beauty. Another beauty is when I look at food that is decorated well. Since I am interested in cooking, it makes me feel good when I see the foods in spite of what kinds of food are they such as Korean, Japanese, Americans, and Italians. Even long time ago, our ancestors took notice of beauty of food and arrange them abided by colors, sizes and their tastes.

Regardless of person’s appearance and looking, there are wide arrays of things that have their particular beauties. Each object has its own beauty and attraction. We could feel or see beauty from looking, physical or emotional ways. Fruits have their unique colors and flowers have their own scents and colors so that they could be proud of themselves and attract people. Most of people perceive beauty from things that they are especially interested in. As a result, we could define beauty as everything and could find beauty from whatever we have if we notice its own beauty and regard even trivial things. 

Deserted Island

If I could bring only one book with me when I go to Deserted Island, I would pick up a book named “Survival Book”. It is all about survival including how to live and how to be there. It sounds like not interesting if I go to Deserted Island. Long time ago, people started to be interested in Deserted Island since a wide array of movies or stories are based on Deserted Island. In scenery of movies, it showed us that Deserted Island is such a paradise which is located in the center of the ocean. At the first time, a person who left on the Deserted Island felt lonely and nothing of his life. However as time goes by, he got interests in his life and discovered new ways of living and adapting to Deserted Island.  Moreover, there are some comic books which are series of Robinson Crusoe’s way of living on Deserted Island. Young kids might choose those books to read for fun. However, while they are reading the skills or knowledge of living on Deserted Island would be collected in your brain. In my opinion, it would be really hard to live on Deserted Island which actually means “Island without people”. A human is a social animal who needs to collaborate with others to make a living. Since there are no people and not ample resources, the book called “Survival Book” would aid to stay on Deserted Island a lot.

As everyone knows, one of the most imperative factors of living is food. Our bodies need food and should obtain nutrients to make our bodies work normally. Since food resources are limited on Desert Island, we could get the ways through survival book. There might be some methods of cooking using resources which were on Deserted Island. Thus, at least I would not be starving.

Another vital factor to live on Deserted Island is a shelter. I need a place to fall asleep and protect from dangerous things such as cold-wind. I could learn how to build a house or shelter to stay and take some rest.

Furthermore, it would be really boring when I stay alone on the Island where no one is there. I believe that there are some ways to be fun and play some games. Not only that but also there are categories of animals and flowers so I can observe them. Since there are no buddies to hang out and chat with, I would enjoy my deserted Island which is surrounded by Blue Ocean. I think I definitely need to learn how to swim first because I can't swim and the only way to enjoy ocean is going into water. Also I will learn how to do snorkeling to watch all the beautiful fish and seaweeds under the water. It would be really fantastic if I enjoy and come along with nature.

         Living on the Deserted Island sounds like curious and interesting. But, since there are no people on that Island, it would be depressed and hard to make a living.